The LORD is my shepherd.

2010-08-01T05:56:00.000-07:00

WOW! very long never blog le... sorry guys.. T.T these days real busy with CO rehearsals, combined && sectional practices for the upcoming school cultural nite... Haiz. Anyways, added Miss A's "Bad Girl Good Girl" to my playlist for eu guys to watch & hear :D they're dancing is superb!! Almost all of them can split O_O they even fought with SHINee for the No.1 on the K-Charts and they're not even 6 months old O_O wow! Super rookie VS. 2-year-old group ^^" but anyways SHINee still won haha. Boy groups always overpower girl groups T.T Haha~

Anyways, started a Kpop selling business after my father came back from Seoul with the goods ^^ YOSH! Gonna do my best and make a profit! MWAHAHAHAHAHA ^^" lol.

Gonna download songs && sleep soon~
&& PIE is coming up!! A Y-Hope ESS production:D I pray that even if I can't go, that God will bless me to bring many visitors for that ESS ;D yep will do my best too!~

안녕히 계세요!!~ (annyeonghi-gyeseyo!)

2010-07-23T19:17:00.001-07:00

Hiie peoples! xD xD

gonna watch inception with Jasmine && Wailin!! YAY!!! xD cant wait cant wait~~

Added a few more songs to my mixpod too! From the Lucifer album ^^ real nice! go listen~ especially life and love still goes on~

Yeah!! Today's blogging will be short ^^" gotta get to do hw soon or i won't really be able to finish :X

Byes~

P.S. My mum is coming back home from business trip tmr!!!! xD YAY!!!
Plus my com is coming back too ^^" ehehe

2010-07-22T05:40:00.000-07:00

Yo GUYS! Blogging for the shortest time ever today :D I hav lots of hw to do and i just came back home so.. yeah :3

Hear Your Name by SHINee on my mixpod now!! Nice song found in the Lucifer album xD

&& gonna watch Inception with wailin and jasmine on sat :D cant wait xD XD
looks like an awesome show!! Tho dun really like leonardo dicaprio now T.T

Gonna chiong to learn the Lucifer dance too ^^ coming out on music bank this friday, gonna learn it no matter what it takes ^^" alrdy learning the song melody+lyrics in progress:93% ^^" yeah!! Project this july: learn the whole lucifer dance and melody in the shortest time possible ^^" I can do it if I put my mind to it! Yosh ^^"

&& really thank God for everything that happened to this day.

~Signing off~
Annyeong!! Sayonara~! Ciao~! Hasta la vista~! ^^"

2010-07-20T03:44:00.000-07:00

YOOOOOOO GUYSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! SHINee is BACK! xD
watch the mv at my mixpod QUICK QUICK xD AWESOME!!!!

Haha. Sadly my mother went on business trip and took my com along... so now i hav to make do with my father's desktop computer.. which im not used to T.T but anyways, at least I can use com ^^" miss my mum too... T.T

But anyways!! Thank God today for:
1) Listening Compre O Level Chinese went well!
2)SHINee Lucifer MV is out!
3) can go for AMAZING AMAZON bonding LG tmr! ^^
4) Homework is little today ^^"

Bad thing I might not be able to eat dinner becoz my can opener spoilt and me and my bro is supposed to cook dinner today.. IF WE DUN HAVE A CAN OPENER WE CANT OPEN THE LUNCHEON MEAT AND COOK AHH OMG!!!!! Help God ^^" Hopefully things'll work out...

Just watch my MixPOd!!! Thatz all todayzzz ^^ Ciao~
*Happy*

2010-07-19T03:16:00.000-07:00

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
SHINee 2nd Album: Lucifer is OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD xD hahas.
Tho the MV not out yet... Here's the full song for you guys to hear at my Mixpod xD

And here's Jonghyun's dog Roo being cuter than ever!! xD (The last time we saw him he was just a cute little newborn puppy ^^)

Yeah!! That's all for today :D pls continue waiting for the SHINee - Lucifer MV to come out!! ^^" and I still have Amaths to do. =.= TT.TT better get to work soon....
Gonna sing some more and do hw! Yosh ^^"

I'll type till here. Till next time~ :3

P.S. Oh!! And pls help me pray for my Chinese 'O' Level Listening Comprehension tmr too T.T it's the major exams and yeah... I just wanna do well for every component no matter how small it is. Gonna be a salt and light! ^^ God, help me! I can do it with you! Yeah! xD And not forgetting the fact I still nid someone to help me with the frame of my blog ^^" really really nid help... the unproportional frame is so outstanding T.T ^^"

2010-07-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

SHINee - Lucifer Lyrics

Hangeul:
숨을 곳도 찾지 못해 나는 피하려고 애써봐도
거부조차 할 수 업는 네개 갇혀버린 나
사랑이었다면 정말 사랑했던 거라면 내개 이러지는 말아
Her whisper is the Lucifer

*나를 묶고 가둔다면 사랑도 묶인 채
미래도 묶인 채 커질 수 없는데
자유롭게 비워놓고 바라봐 오직 너만 채울게 너만 가득 채울게

거부 할 수 없는 너의 마력은 Lucifer
거부 할 수 없는 너의 마법은 Lucifer
다가서면 너는 마치 천사 같은 얼굴로
나를 사는 이유라 말하고, 말하고

너를 처음 봤을 때 짧은 순간 멈춰버렸지
누가 마치 내 심장을 꽉 쥔 채 놓지 않는 것처럼 (아직까지도)
너는 그렇게 내 맘을 다, 다, 다, 다, 다, 다 가져놓고
니가 없으면 내 맘이 다 타버리게 만든다

*나를 묶고 가둔다면 사랑도 묶인 채
미래도 묶인 채 커질 수 없는데
자유롭게 비워놓고 바라봐 오직 너만 채울게 너만 가득 채울게

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

너와 같이 나눈 사랑예기들 나랑 같은 곳을 바라보는 너
우리 더 이상은 완벽해질 수 업다고 느꼈을 때
나만 쳐다봐, 너는 더, 더, 더, 더, 더, 더 나를 원해
나만 바라봐, 모든 게, 게, 게, 게, 게, 게 니가 중심

언제부턴가 조금씩 잘못된 것 같아 이상한 너
날 알던 사랑들 모두 하나 둘씩 겯을 떠나 난 가진 게 너뿐이고

*나를 묶고 가둔다면 사랑도 묶인 채
미래도 묶인 채 커질 수 없는데
자유롭게 비워놓고 바라봐 오직 너만 채울게 너만 가득 채울게

마치 유리성에 갇혀버린 삐에로만 된 것 같아
절대 만족 없는 너를 위해 춤을 추는 나
훤히 들여다보고 뇌를 만져 바보 된 것 같아
난 점점 네게 끌려가는 것만 같은데

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

니가 미운 건 아냐 싫단 것도 아냐 단지 그런 눈빛이 부담일 뿐
어디 안가 이렇게 난 너만 바라보고 기다려 왔잖아

너의 눈빛이 날 사로잡다 날이 지날수록 날카로워졌다
너의 집착에 지쳤다 만이 베었다 맘에 피가 난다
나 쓰러질 쯤 되면 다가와서 천사같이 “사랑해”란 말
누가 진짜 너였는지 알다가도 헷갈리게 만든다

*나를 묶고 가둔다면 사랑도 묶인 채
미래도 묶인 채 커질 수 없는데
자유롭게 비워놓고 바라봐 오직 너만 채울게 너만 가득 채울게

마치 유리성에 갇혀버린 삐에로만 된 것 같아
나를 냅둬 자유로워 질 때 너를 진짜 사랑할 수 있고
훤히 들여다보고 뇌를 만져 바보 된 것 같아
나를 냅둬 질리게도 말고 너를 진짜 바라볼 수 있게

나를 묶고 가둔다면 사랑도 묶인 채
미래도 묶인 채 커질 수 업는데
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
거부 할 수 업는 너의 마력은 Lucifer

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ROMANIZATION:

Soomeul gotdo chatji mot.hae naneun piharyeogo aesseo.bwado
Geobu.jocha hal su eopneun negae gad.hyeobeorin na
Sarang.eeyeot.damyeon jungmal sarang.haetdeon geo.ramyeon
Naegae eereo.jineun mala
Her whisper is the Lucifer

*Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae
Miraedo mukkin chae keojil su eopneunde
Ja.yurop.gae biweo.nohgo barabwa
Ojik neoman chae.ulgae neoman gadeuk chae.ulgae

Geobu hal su eopneun neo.ae maryeok.eun Lucifer
Geobu hal su eopneun neo.ae mabeop.eun Lucifer
Daga.seomyeon neoneun machi cheonsa gateun ulgullo
Nareul saneun eeyura malhago, malhago

Neoreul cheo.eum bwasseul ddae
Jjalbeun soongan meomchweo.beoryeotji
Nuga machi nae shimjangeul kkwan jwin chae
Nochi anneun geot.cheoreom (Ajik.kkajido)
Neoneun geureok.gae nae mameul
Da, da, da, da, da, da gajyeo.nohgo
Neega eopseumyeon nae mam.i da tabeo.rigae man.deunda

*Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae
Miraedo mukkin chae keojil su eopneunde
Ja.yurop.gae biweo.nohgo barabwa
Ojik neoman chae.ulgae neoman gadeuk chae.ulgae

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

Neowa gatchi nanun sarang yegideul
Narang gateun goseul baraboneun neo
Uri deo eesangeun wanbyeokhaejil su eopdago neukkyeosseul ddae
Naman chyeodabwa, neoneun deo, deo, deo, deo, deo, deo nareul wonhae
Naman barabwa, modeun ge, ge, ge, ge, ge, ge niga joongshim

Eonje.buteonga jogeumssik
Jalmotdwaen geot gata eesanghan neo
Nal aldeon sarangdeul modu hana doolssik
Gyeoteul ddeona nan gajin ge neoppoon.ego

*Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae
Miraedo mukkin chae keojil su eopneunde
Ja.yurop.gae biweo.nohgo barabwa
Ojik neoman chae.ulgae neoman gadeuk chae.ulgae

Machi yurisungae gachyeobeorin ppi.aeroman dwen geot gata
Jeoldae manjok eopneun neoreul wihae choomeul chooneun na
Hweonhee deulyeoda.bogo nwae.reul manjyeo babo dwaen geot gata
Nan jeom.jeom naegae kkeul.ryeoganeun geotman gateundae

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

Neega mi.oon gun anya silan geotdo anya
Danji geureon noonbit.chi budamil bboon
Eodi anga eereok.hae nan neoman barabogo gidaryeo wat.jana

Neo.ae noonbit.chi nal sarojapda
Nali jinalsurok nalkaroweo.jyeotda
Neo.ae jipchak.e jichyeotda
Mani be.eotda mamae piga nanda
Nan sseureojil jjeum dwaemyeon
Dagawaseo cheonsa gatchi “saranghae”lan mal
Nuga jinjja neoyeot.neunji aldagado
Hetgalligae mandeunda

*Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae
Miraedo mukkin chae keojil su eopneunde
Ja.yurop.gae biweo.nohgo barabwa
Ojik neoman chae.ulgae neoman gadeuk chae.ulgae

Machi yurisungae gachyeobeorin ppi.aeroman dwen geot gata
Nareul naep.dweo jayuroweo jil ddae neoreul jinjja saranghal su itgo
Hweonhee deulyeoda.bogo nwae.reul manjyeo babo dwaen geot gata
Nareul naep.dweo jilligaedo malgo neoreul jinjja barabol su itgae

Nareul mukko gadoon.damyeon sarangdo mukkin chae
Miraedo mukkin chae keojil su eopneunde
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
Geobu hal su eopneun neo.ae maryeok.eun Lucifer

Translations (ENGLISH):

Even if I try to avoid you, I can’t find a place to hide
I’m trapped by you, who I can’t even deny
If it was love, if you really loved me, don’t do this to me
Her whisper is the Lucifer

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer
When I approach you
With your angelic face
Say the reason you live is for me
Say it

When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time
As if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting it go (Still)
You took all, all, all, all, all, all of my heart just like that
You make my heart burn out when you’re not here

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

The love stories I shared with you
You look towards the same places I do
When we feel that we can’t get any more perfect
Only stare at me, you want me more, more, more, more, more, more
Only look at me, you’re the center of everything, thing, thing, thing, thing, thing

Since before, something has been wrong, you’ve been weird
The love I knew left my side, one by one
All I have is you

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
I dance for you, who will never be satisfied
You look into me openly, touching my brain
I think I’ve become a fool
I think I’m only getting more and more attracted to you

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

It’s not that I hate you or that I dislike you
It’s just that kind of stare is a burden is all
I’m not going anywhere
I’ve waited like this by only looking at you

Your stare captures me
As the days went by, it became sharper
I’m tired of your obsession
I’ve been cut a lot, my heart is bleeding
When it’s about time for me to pass out
She comes to me like an angel, saying “I love you”
Even though I knew it was really you
You really confused me

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
Leave me alone, when I’m free, I’ll be able to truly love you
Leave me alone, don’t make me sick of you
So I can truly look at you

If you tie me down and trap me
Then love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
-끝-
xD xD xD

P.S. I seriously nid someone pro who can help me with the HTML T.T the frame is out of proportion and i dunno how to fix it.. someone pls help!!

2010-07-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! xD
after months of not going to check out and update my blog, I'm finally back to blogging ^^" told you I would lose interest ^^" just hope i dun lose interest too soon again this time round... O_O

Firstly, LOVE THE NEW BLOGSKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Onigiri TTM ^^"

Anyways, renovation for blog in progress: 95%!!
Just dunno how to make the border frames fit the whole blog TT.TT Im really bad at HTMLS... Someone, if you know how to fix it, please please tell me!!

My Korean is getting better too! xD Now it pars with my Jap (I think... ^^")

Anyways, SHINee is having a comeback soon & I'm mad for it!! Album is out on 19july xD I WAN IT WAN IT!! xD xD hehe. The new concept is super cool! Called Lucifer :D doesn't think it means anything bad tho...
Here's a pic of it!! xD

nice eh ^^
cant wait~ check out the mv teaser on my mixpod! xD will put on the full mv when it's out :D

And my amaths is lagging behind (again)... desperately need a tutor TT.TT anyone out there please help me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JAS! ^^"

Here's the lyrics of one of my fave songs rite now, Melody (Moderato) by Krystal of f(x), my favourite favourite band!!!! xD enjoy! Pls check out the mv at my mixpod on the right of the blog too! ^^
Melody (Moderato) - f(x)'s Krystal
Hangeul
부드러운손길로
내맘을감싼 Melody
내가슴이두근대고있죠
그대향한내사랑인걸느껴
아름다운별들로
달콤한나의 Emotion
난수줍은미소만보여요
이런기분난처음이죠
살며시그대
품에안기고싶어요
한걸음더다가와줘요
사랑한다고더속삭여줘요
그대내눈을바라봐요
My love, Sunshine
약속할수있나요
지금처럼영원히
내곁에만내곁에만있어줘요
내손을꼭잡아요
언제나함께해요
My love
부드러운손길로
내맘을감싼 Melody
내가슴이두근대고있죠
그대향한내사랑이죠
살며시그대
품에안기고싶어요
한걸음더다가와줘요
사랑한다고더속삭여줘요
그대내눈을바라봐요
My love, Sunshine
약속할수있나요
지금처럼영원히
내곁에만내곁에만있어줘요
내손을꼭잡아요
언제나함께해요
My love
My love, Sunshine
약속할수있나요
지금처럼영원히
내곁에만내곁에만있어줘요
내손을꼭잡아요
언제나함께해요
My love

Romanisation
budeureoun songillo
nae mameul gamssan mellodi
nae gaseumi dugeungeoryeotjyo
geudae hyanghan nae sarangingeol neukkyeo
areumdaun byeoldeullo gakkeumeun naui imosyeon
naneun sujubeun i sonman boyeoyo
ireon gibun nan cheoeumijyo
salmyeosi geudae pume angigo sipeoyo
hangeoreum deo dagawajwoyo
saranghandago soksagyeojwoyo

geudae nae nuneul barabwayo
my love, sunshine
naegero naegero wajwoyo
naegyeote naegyeote isseojwoyo
naesoneul kkok jabayo
eonjena hamkke haeyo my love
geudae hyanghan nae sarangijyo
saranghandago soksagyeojwoyo
geudae nae nuneul barabwayo
my love, sunshine
yaksokhal su innayo
my love, sunshine
yaksokhal su innayo
jigeumcheoreom yeongwonhi
my love

couldn't find the english translation, sorry guys T.T
That's all for todae!!!
안녕 (annyeong)! ^^

P.S. I still cant go for church and service... My parents still dun allow me coz of my extremely poor grades in Mid-Years.. so.. please pray for me that I will be able to pass this persecution soon and go back to service and serve God more than ever! Thankyou... :) God, I need your strength.. I need to stay strong in you!

2010-02-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

Anyeohaseyeo~ blogging time~ and it's currently 12.46AM. =.=" I have so much PACKING to do... so blogging as a break ^^" hehes. I'm going off for the Chinese New Year to Malaysia till tues evening.. Dun miss me kay? ^^" haha.. so i wun be blogging for 4 days plus.. anyways, pretty excited tho ^^ i will miss svc (again).. T.T but yeah I must realy learn to exercise self-discipline in msia to worship God & do qt.. Im going away so in other words I will mia for 4 days. hmm. yepp. ppl can sms me but i wun reply due to high costs ;D anqi, will sms eu qt when back. huanwen will email you qt when back too ^^ hope I can meet God in msia too! Not to mention be super hypy about watching movies && playing games ^^" i wanna watch percy jackson & the olympians & the lightning thief n also cirque du freak: the vampire's assistant haha xD && play with the dog in my ama hse xD xD hehe.
DUN MISS ME!~ ^^" jkjk.

Performing in tmr's sch CNY celebrations too!! Those in CCHY pls look out for me & huanwen ^^ were performing~!!!!!!!!! LOL. Can skip class ^^" hehe. go find us and see our AMAZING performance! No la jk ^^"

Last but not least, just wanna dedicate this space to qianwei:
I know eu feel like backsliding.. It's alwaays like this when eu dun seem to be able to feel God in ur life anymore and think it's meaningless to stay on. I had this feeling too. I gotta admit, I had this feeling alot of times. But everytime I sit down again to ask myself, WHY? Why am I serving God? I always seem to find the answer and bring myself back on my feet. Just take a few min to ask urself.. why are eu serving God? I remembered coz I knew howmuch God blessed me.. How many times He saved me when I was at my wits' end.. How many times I thought it would be impossible but it worked thru coz of Him.. How many times He picked me up when I fell. It's different for everyone but this is MY drive. So.. What's yours? I'm sure eu'll find it qianwei! Eu must jiayou to stay strong ok.. All ur lg members are rooting for eu too.. :) JIAYOU QIANWEI, MY SISTER IN CHRIST!! Will pray for eu too :D JIAYOU!!

This space for junkai:
please please please jiayou in sch.. Do eu know ur shepherd, ur brother chao guan xin ni ma? Wa.. really envy you.. (will go home repent^^") coz got lots of ppl caring for you, plus eu can go out almost all the time any time eu want.. but if eu are not willing to change for God, no one can help eu lerhs.. jiayou ok? even tho I know when it comes to being serious eu are really serious and eu really try to give God ur best.. I know eu DO have good points.. everyone in God does.. :D but try to change for God kay? Will pray for eu ^^ and dun keep sleeping in class teacher keep scolding eu T.T

P.S. photos on valentines event on 9feb will be uploaded on facebook the moment I reach singapore again after CNY ;D nicholas & daniel be mentally prepared!! ^^" haha. me = sadist ^^"

Ending here. CYA guys on TUES/WED!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be back xD wait for meeeeeee~~
Hasta la vista!

2010-02-10T06:53:00.000-08:00

Yosh. Time to blog again ;D today was weird. Funny. EVERYONE in our class failed our first amaths test except eddie =.= clever one. I got 9/30 T.T God, help. Yeowwee got 4/30.. he was the last in our class for amaths. And to think he got 30/40 for emaths... the TOP of our class for amaths O_O he's weird. Oh well. Sadist as I am... I guess I'll still post the amazing race pictures onto facebook ^^" ehehe. Daniel and nicholas beware!! Sadist incoming~! ^^" wait for the pics!!!!!

Btw, I knew how my phone was passed from person to person during the valentines event. Coz I showed my phone to Kejing and... all hell broke loose. JKJK^^" Kejing was screaming, "OMG I want that phone!! 12.1 Megapixel! 12.1 Megpixel!! Wa!! wa!!" and began showing everyone she saw. My poor, poor brand new phone T.T jkjk^^"
and I felt like a spy working for Junlin (junkai's brother) & Jiajun (junkai's shepherd)... sheesh. Oh wells. That might just be the reason I went into 3D anyway. I'll shine for God! Yeah! ^^

Today's LG was great too xD SUPER thank God for today too!! Coz I managed to go for LG again after a suuuuuper long time due to CCA.. and today CO cancelled coz teacher never come.. But really thank God I could go ;D We had lots of fun playing games together as a lg!! Forfeits, games.. fellowship was AWESOME. Testimony && holycomm too ;D me, joan, kejing, jinan, caroline, brenda, bernice, anqi... memories.

Sharlene mentioned yesterday that actually NORTH had alot of ppl. But ppl are backsliding, backsliding.. This friday guys, tho I'm not gonna be around (will be in msia fr CNY for ppl who dunno) do ur best.. to get back all those backsliders to God kay? ;D God is with you, dun worry. Just do ur best for God, and God will see ur heart. JIAYOU PEOPLE!!!

That's all for tonight folks!! Anyo~

2010-02-09T06:17:00.000-08:00

Harllo ppl!!!!! xD Today I'm SUPER happy. Finally for a super long time i managed to go to a NORTH event!! It's valentines event today ;D even tho i only managed to stay until the amazing race was over, I still loved every bit of it while it lasted ^^ I really thank God for today.. I was able to fellowship with all my brothers & sisters in north, know them more too xD even tho i got my feet blistered in the process & had to rush home at 7.30.. T.T somehow in all the distraction I managed to study A Maths too O_O anyways, took some MEMORABLE pictures too! Haha. They're really paiseh for some ppl so I will be nice and not put them on facebook but i'll put them here kekeke ^^" ok im still bad. Oh wells. ^^" And people kept gooing to my phone T.T 12.1 MP is so interesting? Let's find out! ^^"

people using my phone to take pics of the surroundings.. Lgs here & there ^^ woodlands mrt.

Me & Kejing!! xD amongst a crowd. Photographer: xinru~

more lg candid shots~

nicholas & daniel. But main focus nick. He thought he looked nice and bluetoothed =.=" zilian. Photographer: Kejing

hmm. something wrong with this pic. I wonder what.. xD Photographer: none other than yuwen herself.

xueyong & yongen =.= zilian is becoming both-gender dominating. beware!! xueyong I still wun forgive eu for putting this as my wallpaper!! no la jkjk ^^"

last station of amazing race. daniel had to wear girl's pink pyjamas & high socks O_O for the courtesy of daniel, I will only put one pic of him emo-ing in the corner due to pai-sehness. ^^" hehe

hahahahaha ^^" sry nicholas, this is for viewing pleasure (especially for sadists)

Therefore, we can conclude 12.1MP phones rock!! ^^" LOL.
Will stop here, gotta sleep. I realise I always blog late into the night T.T
Oyasumi.

2010-02-08T08:27:00.000-08:00

Kayy~ blogging again on my Dell XPS xD hahas. im downloading songs into my satio phone now~~ 472 songs on the go. Today.. we made mood adjectives with alphabet pasta xD Wanna go home and cook!! Haha ^^" then we had the chinese nw year rehearsal.. (sadly I'm in it T.T) until 5 plus then we went home.. waaah super lotsa stuff to do for my new phone.. Gonna get back to it ^^" ciao~

Btw, tmr there's valentine's event for the whole north at woodlands! xD Be there or be squared~~
No la kidding.

P.S. I dun like DBSK. I seriously don't. But just that the song is reeeeaaaallly nice && SHINee did a cover for it ^^" hehes.

2010-02-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

YOSH!!!!!!!!! Finally bought my new phone ;D hehes. But it's not a LG chocolate bl40 tho.. my heart still breaks at the thought of it T.T no la kidding ^^" I bought a Sony Ericsson Satio!! Still as lovely xD Hahas. It has a 12.1 MP camera, the 1st ever phone with such high MP. And it's the first Sony Ericsson touchscreen phone too xD here's a pic of it!! xD

Woosh. Pretty.

Today me and my family had breakfast.. And the most horrible thing happened. It was at the food court really near where the old yishun library was situated, and.. we saw an old man, in about his 40s or 50s, hitting & abusing his son. It was a sad sight.. His son was crying there, while his father hollered at him && hit him in front of everyone T.T I kept thinking.. that boy.. If he knew God, how good would it be? If he knew God at least he would be free. That made me pick up my determination to save more souls out there.. No matter how many lost souls there may be out there, at least if I tried my best I could save a few.. It's not possible to save all but at least a few.. & God will also know I have tried my best. But just then the most horrible thing happened. The father provoked another old man at the food court, and the man flew into a sudden rage (literally) coz he totally hated the way the guy treated his son, and used his umbrella to hit the father. It was CHAOS. Tables were pushed around, many ppl san kai... This made me think even more. It made me ANGRIER. Seriously for that moment I thought WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD!? Like it was downright plunged into sin.. For sin, ppl fight. For sin, ppl scold vulgar. For sin, they drink. They rob. They kill. I really thought how mad this world is.. And I wanted to cry. I felt so burdened at that point of time.. How come the world could be this cruel.. And I made up my mind. I WOULD SAVE SOULS NO MATTER WHAT. NO MATTER HOW MANY I SAVE I WOULD DO MY BEST TO. Even is I can't save them all.. This incident would be a reminder to me.. Of how chaotic this world is, and.. I WILL SAVE THEM. Another thing struck me at that point in time... How come everytime a mishap occurs, is like me and my family are always on the other far end from the incident, not near it? Last time i remember me && m family were also eating at a foodcourt in sembawang, and the glass door suddenly crashed in a million pieces. It was seriously damn scary. Thank God no one was hurt.. Otherwise it would be in the news :X If we were only a few metres nearer the door we would get hurt. SERIOUSLY. But we weren't. This morning too. My father actually chose a table near to where the incident would take place, but instead we went to a table so much further away. This could only mean that.. God is protecting our family. God will NEVER allow any of my family members or me to get injured. I'm sure, seriously sure that God still has a great plan for me && my family. Never will he let me get injured. And I really thank God fo this :') He is amazing.. && I will never forget His love for me. I will take up the challenge.. And look for what He planned for me. Kayys~ Gotta sleep soon.
Oyasumi nasai.

2010-02-05T05:01:00.000-08:00

YAAAAAYYY!!! Added super lots of songs to my MixPod xD Go check ALL of them out^^" jkjk. just watch some coz they're really super nice && I'll only put them up coz they're nice! Haha. ;D I also put the Chocolate Love song on the MixPod, the one dedicated to my future LG Chocolate BL40 hahas ^^" go watch/hear!!

I might not be able to go for svc again tomorrow.. T.T and somemore I still have mm duty tomorrow.. I really hope I can go!! I will keep praying praying praying.. I MUST HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I really think God gave me this parental persecution, to test it if i can 坚持下去 even if i dun go to svc.. to show He will always be around us no matter what, that we grow in our spiritual lives and mature not becoz of svc alone but more importantly our own personal walk with God, our quiet time. I must constantly keep my spiritual life in check.. Or else seriously. I'm not gonna make it.. I'm not gonna last. For every persecution I face, I must really see the big picture..If I just keep pushing at the obstacle && thinking of how to get rid of it the obstacle wun budge. I must SEE the BIG picture && focus more on growing my spiritual life. && I really musn't give in to the evil temptations of this world!! It is mostly always at this period in time that we easily fall to sin.. So I must be strong && stick to my principles of God's Word!! JIAYOU SARAH! I'll continuously pray for my spiritual life to be strong && more more more more faith.. I think I'm seriously lacking in faith now.. Becoming a coward more and more, less willing to stand up for God.. God!! Give me strength give me faith! I can do it with you, nothing is impossible with You! xD

Yosh.. Gonna eat dinner soon.. Afterwards will go Youtube (^^") then do homework && study && ask my parents if I can go svc (will pray before asking!) God I trust in you!

That's all for now, さよなら (sayonara) ~~ xD
Nekos.

P.S. Why do I keep watching SHINee Reality Show Behind The Scenes... =.=" Here is one ep! ^^" hehe

2010-02-04T01:12:00.000-08:00

YOSH!!!!!!!! xD finally linked many many ppl.. I guess I'm done for the day :D put up my new mixpod too! Go watch all the vids ^^" there're five... ^^" hehe. All the vids are really nice kay! Except some parts of ring ding dong =.=

Anyways, today was a slow and nice day... there's LG tomorrow! xD looking forward to it~ && I really hope I can go svc.. AHH!! I have mm duty this sat T.T God, please help me.. Give me strength.. Give me faith.. I need to trust in you. 5 months.. will not be possible to take without you. Yosh! I'll jiayou in my studies & show my parents I can do it!! And pray they will allow me to go back church faster :D

Hmmm... for today's TO-DO-LIST!! xD xD
-HOMEWORK
-Quiet Time
-Watch random Youtube videos ^^"
-Email Huanwen & sms anqi soap
-Few days later go get my preeeeeeeeeeeeeeety new LG chocolate BL40~
Yup!! & here's a pic of the LG chocolate I so love:

That's all, humans!

P.S. Girls' Generation is a crazy girl band who created a song PLUS a mv just for the new chocolate BL40. Created a SONG for a PHONE. It's called "Chocolate Love"! ^^"

2010-02-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

Yosh. Last 海派甜心 vid ^^ This is the bloopers, super funny must watch~~ xD

P.S. Yosh. I'll learn Korean!~ x3 && study for Amaths... =.=

2010-02-01T07:38:00.001-08:00

watch this watch this!! Most touching scene of 海派甜心 T.T

2010-02-01T05:56:00.000-08:00

aww.. SHINee's 1st day of concert was just over T.T I can't go... oh wells. Hope they can come to Singapore again ^^

Learnt something from God today!! xD it just struck me in class.. Yeah I wasn't paying attention to teacher hehe ^^" but I was paying attention to God..! Eh actually not really.. Coz God just struck me yeah ;D

I've been thinking.. my spiritual life nowadays has been more and more cui.. what with me not being able to go to svc all the time and stuff T.T God told me I'm just like a fan.. that only turns when the wind blows. Just like a windmill.. I only turn when there are ppl PUSHING me to. I only grow in God when ppl are helping to push me. But that is TOTALLY WRONG!! It just really struck me with what persecution I have now, is really very hard to just grow in God with ppl pushing me. Now, it's just me and God.. even tho my shepherd can help me too but i know she can't be 24hrs with me.. and seriously have the HEART to GROW. A windmill HAS NO SKELETON. Seriously. God told me I gotta be a battery-powered fan. I can chioooong for God my best ;D then when I run out of energy.. I dun have to worry coz God is there to recharge me. I can rest in God.. Then when I'm 100% full again I can chiiooong for God again xD But at least I should first try my best to 自愿 grow and be a battery-powered fan.. then God will do e rest ;D yup will pray for this! ^^ God I'm sure I can do it with you! xD

Hehe. Just finished my hw and am blogging now BD may try revising... tho i dunno what to study for =.= amaths..? Hmm. Maybe. Oh well. Off to do weird stuff ^^"
היי שלום!! xD ... this is goodbye for hebrew.. dunno whether is accurate hehe ^^" bye....?

2010-01-31T04:54:00.000-08:00

So. I'm not able to go to SHINee's concert =.= I KNEW this would happen! xD ... why am I happy. Hmm. Anyways, I asked my father, he say ask my mother if she wan go with me, I asked my mother, my mum said see any of ur frens wan go, then i asked if with my brother can, then my brother said dun wan go, then my father say too last min aiyo dun go dun go... =.= *cries* guess i have to miss it this time.. & the ticket super ex lor. Student fee still so ex.. but they'll come singapore again rite xD haha. Hope Hillsong or Planet Shakers can come too~ x3

looking forwaards!

P.S. I realise my ONE and ONLY concert was a Linkin Park one. I was 12 then. =.="
I nvr go for concerts before except that one. Cool rite~ xD

Hasta la vista~! (trying to say goodbye in a thousand different languages)

2010-01-31T01:34:00.000-08:00

Waaaah! Can't take it anymore. I give up linking =.= too tiring for me.

I guess Jasmine is still right about me having seriously low concentration level........... ^^" ehehe.

I'm out~

P.S. Bleh.. I realised something EVEN MORE late. Boys Like Girls just came to Singapore for one night on the... 28 Jan 10 =.= that's like just a few days ago.. I seriously dun take notice of these things ^^" hehe.. oh well.

2010-01-31T00:48:00.000-08:00

YAAAAYYY!! I found out FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST OP 4 is OUT AND SUPER NICE!!! xD The moment I heard it I fell in love with the song~ :3 so nice man! I put in on my blog for all to hear :D tho i dunno how to loop it... =.= oh wells. it's nice so enjoy while it lasts! xD or refresh the page to hear it again hahahahaha. So nice lor~ CHEMISTRY rocks for creating this song ^^" FMA Brotherhood ftw! Hehe.

Btw, I checked out the seats availability for SHINee's concert on the 1st and 2nd feb, and found it weird there are still many many seats available O_O does anyone even know SHINee is coming to Singapore? I thought the seats would be fully booked. xD feel like going lehh... but no money T.T even the cheapest for students $75 still very ex.. plus is on monday and tuesday 7.30pm at esplanade concert hall.. might go until quite late. God... should I go? But like abit 无聊 plus 浪费时间.. But still feel like going leh. Hmm.. hope I can go xD maybe i should do my best to finish hw fast then ask my parents if can go lol xD but very ex T.T bleh. I try asking first~

Yosh! Today I will jiayou to link more ppl haha ^^" and I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK LERRH!! YAY!! XD XD first time in my life... ehehe... ^^" no la jkjk. As in, first time so early managed to finish my homework ;D I'll strive to do more of this next time!! Thank God :D Might think of revising too.. I MUST BE SALT && LIGHT! YEAH!! *suddenly super hyper today for no reason* hehe ^^

Things to do today:
-~~homework~~
-download FMA Brotherhood OP 4
-Watch 海派甜心...? Or FMA Brotherhood.. ^^"
-Ask parents for SHINee concert (with diminishing hope)
-Spend quiet time with God ^^"
-EAT xD
-dream
-sleep.. ^^"
I'll stop here, adios~

2010-01-30T06:59:00.000-08:00

ahh. that's all for today. no more linking. =.=

i'm dead.

*zzz*

2010-01-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

My life now! xD
-Wanna watch SHINee's concert in Singapore on the 1 and 2 Feb but just realised it the day before & dun tink it's possible to get tickets T.T
-Watching 海派甜心 && 下一站幸福 even tho I dun wanna watch them (too tempted ^^")
-Getting addicted to lots and lots of K-Pop songs due to having cable tv plus the Korean channel "KBS World"
-Dun feel like doing homework or revising but striving so as to be salt&light
-Praying praying praying to go for svc again
-Wanting the new LG Chocolate BL40
-Hating my Sony Ericsson phone which keeps on spoiling
-Trying to blog everyday
-Trying to copy dance moves from SHINee, SS501, U-Kiss, 2PM and Super Junior with absolutely no progress =.=
-Thinking about learning Korean to add to my language collection ^^"
-madly thinking about going to NgeeAnn Poly and doing that amazing new Veterinary Bioscience course even tho I just started sec 3 only ^^"

But most of all, living my life with God everyday ;D

2010-01-30T04:36:00.000-08:00

... I just realised something today. SHINee is coming to Singapore.. tmr..? O_O ahh i feel like going to watch ehehe~ ^^" but it's a little too late.. they're coming on 1 and 2 Feb. There are really crazy fans/stalkers... (not me not me!~) Some even wanted to find out the hotel they were staying in O_O some even wanna go to the airport to chase after them... Hmm. i really like their songs anyway x3 especially ring ding dong! Yay! xD i tried following the dance but to no avail... =.= T.T lotsa popping.

I can't go svc today.. AGAIN T.T I really wanna go.. but my parents keep on dun allow.. I can't believe this has to be like this for SIX MONTHS. Now 5, since feb is coming soon.. but still.. AHH God!! Really help me to have the faith the strength to carry on! I will trust in you.. Until the day I can finally rejoice and come back to svc ;D I will pull thru this persecution & serve you everyday! xD not to mention seek & love you with all my heart, soul, mind and strength xD

Anyways, checked out the LG Chocolate BL40 phone today!! SUUUUUPER nice xD I dun wan an iphone.. simply becoz too many ppl have it. I dun like to have something which so many others have.. I dun really like IN stuff haha. and many ppl dun have the Chocolate Bl40 so I WAN IT xD haha.. tho i like clothes that are in hehe.. ^^"

Blaaah! the temptation T.T Why do i keep turning to the tv when i still have homeowrk on my hands.. I really gotta discipline myself.. otherwise I can nvr be a good salt and light.. JIAYOU SARAH!! Gotta change jasmine's mindset about me having seriously low concentration too xD

Something to share today too :D I feel really bad... As in, I think this was a test by God. Just now i went out to have dinner with my family, and at first I decided I would eat green tea rice (my fave! it's not yucky seriously. But it's vegetarian yes ;D super healthy.)... but in the end I decided on eating cheese cutlet (western food). while i was eatig i kept thinking.. that my influence level is VERY VERY HIGH. I really hate mysself for this.. otherwise how can i really stand up for God? Coz I get so influenced.. so tempted by the UNHEALTHY food tht I would choose it over something healthy but is nice too.. is like choosing luxury over God. You might think choosing food is just something minor but this really struck me hard so.. I will pray hard for my stand in God to be strong, that i won't get influenced by luxuries so much too ;D Amen.

Multi-tasking now... Doing homework/blogging ^^ gonna add morestuff to this blog! Gonna make it lively again ;D might post some of my LG photos too xD it's linking ppl time! xD Ciao~

2010-01-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you something VERY INTERESTING.
During the December Level Up church camp, I tried to on my phone. It couldn't work for some reason T.T might be coz I kept dropping it on the floor or it got damaged too many times but ANYWAY, I prayed & prayed.. still it didn't work. So.. my parents helped me bring it to the handphone shop to repair, still got warranty xD but all my 4GB++ memory went down the drain.. TT.TT but it was finally repaired!! xD xD even tho I had to get back my memory from scratch, I thank God saved my phone's life :D

Then this morning, I tried to on my phone... and it didn't work =.=" argh. God.. is it ur plan for me to buy a new phone? If it is, maybe I will.. ^^" How about that LG Chocolate BL40..? Or an IPhone 3GS..? ^^" ehehe~

JKJK. God please help my phone work~!! I haven't even used it for a full year and it's alrdy spoilt T.T my parents will kill me TT^TT

But a new phone might be nice.. xD *tempted*
sheesh.
O_O my contacts................................................

2010-01-27T23:58:00.001-08:00

oh, and one more thing. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! xD .....

too late for that =.= well then.. Happy Chinese New Year! XD?

Start of a new year = more growth maturing in spiritual life
= more quiet time with God
= new sec 3 life
= more homework..

But I'll go thru everything with God ;D
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

2010-01-27T23:53:00.000-08:00

Wow... it's been super super super long since I last typed something on this blog.. O_O but it feels good! xD Haha. I'm gonna start blogging again :D updates on the way! This blog is currently under construction too xD but it's gonna be brand new soon! Life transformation = blog transformation..? ^^" haha jkjks. Anyways, i might just type in some random stuff or I things i learnt during quiet time from time to time :D do look out for new posts! xD time to go back to refurnishing the blog.
Ciao~

2009-05-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

YO!! Long time no blogs (again) ^^" Anyways, I'm here to share what I learn (AGAIN!!) -.- Firstly, adapting quite well to the new North B2!! XD XD We practically became really close overnight x.x Btw why am I ALWAYS in North B!?!? First, David Hoe's group. North B. When North B split into North B and D, still in North B. Then when we further restructured to Northland, still North B. Then major retructuring again and I went to Weikeat's unit, NORTH B. God's plan..? ^^" Anyways this is the motto for North B! Dare 2 Dream Big (D2DB) and the motto for North B2 is Cultivating Divine Hunger (CDH) :D COOL RITE!! Lols. Anyway I missed last saturday's service coz I went to corporate prayer meeting and my parents got mad for me going out till so late :'( But anyways I learned quite alot during PM!! First of all, God told me this thru Liyan and Pastor Ben (I think..? ^^") that we should DIE TO OUR COMFORTABLE SELVES CONSTANTLY. Be righteous in the presence of God, coz when God is present there WILL be judgement. Let us repent for revival and growth!! True. Die to your comfortable selves, step out of your comfort zone constantly then you will grow. If you get too comfortable you will never be able to grow as you are staying rooted in one spot. And also die to your sinful selves. If you repent only then will revival come. Coz it starts with us. If we don't repent how will people follow us?? Yeah. And I learned these too: FAMILY. What is your family to you? Do you want your family to know God? To trust in Him no matter what problems they face? To see the real God? So... LET US TRY TO BE SALT AND LIGHT NO MATTER HARD IT MAY BE. Seriously, being salt and light is tough. We may keep saying "Let's be salt and light, let's be salt and light..." But what is the point of just saying it?? FAITH WITHOUT ACTION IS DEAD. So... trust in God o glorify Him!! ^^ Oh ya this is a random thought... when we say the word AMEN... Sometimes we say it without meaning it. But if you do not say AMEN without conviction what's the point of saying it? It seems to be of no meaning. When you say AMEN, you must MEAN it.. for it comes from the HEART. ;D lol dunno why I suddenly think of this^^" but just wanna share it. Oh yeah!! JUNE HOLIDAYS IS COMING. Let's make use of this SUPERB opportunity to OUTREACH!! The time when we are the most free is the time when we should work hard for the kingdom of God :D Haha. Announcements: JUNE UNSTOPPABLE CAMP IS COMING!!!!! DOWNTOWN EAST. 12-15 JUNE 2009 XD XD Take a look at this beautiful pic!!!

Haha. ROCKS :)
And... I've started a new anime called Blood+. Really nice! Go watch it!! There's even a new Japanese (human) movie about the anime coming out soon. It's called Blood The Last Vampire ^^ hahas. And the new show coming out on Channel U? Boys Over Flowers? Who wanna watch all 25 episodes come find me!! I've got the DVD lol XD It's really nice. Except all the ugly guys ^^" ehehe...

This is the new NORTH B2~~~ :3

I'm going for camp. I'M COMING, GOD!!! X3

2009-04-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

YO!!!!!!!! Hahahahahaha. Long time no blogs! And i'm finally here to blog again. Hmm.. these few weeks I really learned alot and have to share ALOT. So... I'll start from the beginning! LOL. Hmm.. ok. Last last week after sat service david hoe told us the restructuring plan at CHAPTER NEUTRAL!! My cg will be under Joshua and our new UL is weikeat... So meaning me and huanwen will be separating from the cchy girls T.T it was really sad, but I didn't cry. I will miss them, yup but strangely I didn't feel like crying ^^" anyway we had lots of farewells the past weeks and it was great, having last moments together. And during Chapter Neutral David Hoe told us something super important: COMMITMENT. There is no neutrality in the kingdom of God, which is super true. Either euu serve God to the fullest or don't serve Him at all. That's why it was called Chapter Neutral ahas ^^ yup then we watched back vids of our memories.. really nice and heartwarming. Here is the pic of the paper david hoe gave us to remind ourselves of commitment:

super cool rite!! XD and yuwen also told me about commitment on our 2nd last shepherding. She asked me what am I doing for God, and are we really doing our best for God? Actually not really... and we just kept silent for a long time, thinking. But it really struck me yep. And then we had nlss cg farewell at aston's one time on good friday just before easter XD it was fun yep. hahas, the cchy cg gave affirmation to me, nicholas and bernard, I thank ya guys for that. HEARTWARMING~ :'D but zhishen is so gonna get killed coz he prayed for it to rain coz the weather then was super hot, but after that it started raining nekos and inus -.- haha. Then one thursday we had our 2nd last NLSS CG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xinru told us about this super touching song for worship, and the meaning of the words stuck DEEP. Here are the lyrics:

Shepherd of my Soul
Shepherd of my soul I give you full control,
Wherever You may lead I will foll-ow.
I have made the choice to listen for Your vo-vo-ice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep,
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

Shepherd of my soul Oh You have made me whole,
Where’er I hear You call how my tea-ars flow.
How I feel your love how I want to se-rve
I gladly give my heart to You O – Lord.

Be it in the flowing river or in the quiet night,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face the stormy weather or the dangers of this world.
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

This song rocks man. It means that God will forever guide us, and when we have troubles he will pull us thru them;D then before that we played games and bernard had to do forfeit! Hahaha! His forfeit was letting us use xinru's marker pens to draw his whole face. Mitte mitte! HaXD

Haha! Lols. And on the sat before easter they had district cg but i couldn't go, sad T.T anyways, the fun came on easter! It was our last svc together as north b, and we took a pic together, tho without the clown they actually wanted to take with. Ha. Coz brandon and yuwen had balloonphobia. Lols! Yup and during easter service there was a touching film made by Hope Church Singapore, and it was about a couple. The father left home for 4 years and finally came back one day becoz of the LORD. He found the way home, thanks to God ;'D the story IS a true story, and many people cried as they were super touched by the story. Easter service was held at suntec convention hall, so it was super crowded. haha. and here was the pic we took as north b (xinru had to go bai bai so she couldn't make it for svc D:)

this is a really nice pic we took together. haha.. I also put it on facebook. Yup. and then on wed we had combined cg! Our super duper last cg we had together. It was fun, we played 2 games and watched the passion of the christ! A really sad movie but in the midst of it I had to go home so I couldn't finish the whole thing with the others :'( but I watched it before so it's ok. but yea the movie was really sad.. Jesus suffered so much and died JUST FOR US. JUST FOR US. And while we were still sinners. He did so much, is all for us :'( He reall very wei da... Yup then during the games bernard and nigel had to do forfeit, shi lian pai^^ haha so act cute! lol. then jianhao created some crazy forfeit, whoever got the ace cards in his deck had to do forfeit -.- then me, jiajun and nicholas got it. hooray. then after that jianhao with his super weird ideas came up with a forfeit almost immediately. Jiajun and nicholas must entertain me and propose to me and see who I choose to marry. =.= haiz. then i have to put some weird pom pom thing over the person's head. Then nicholas gave me lots of stuff from nigel's room, like toy machine guns too and he said, "Use these to kill jiajun!" And I was diao-ing away! Then jiajun said,"Aiya I know I will still win anyway~" super H class feel ^^" then afterwards I just threw the pom pom thing and see who caught it. at first jiajun then i tink nicholas snatched it away. HAHA! Then I was lol and then we went to watch the movie:D haha. And I also played with nigel's dog, so cute XD haha with big eyes. then TODAY I had my super final shepherding with yuwen!!!! We went to subway, then SSC, then starbucks, drank coffee, then chatted a long time. Haha yuwen said she would be my spiritual buddy afterwards, so we will still hang out lots next time even if shes not gonna be my shepherd le!! Haha :D then we went to daiso, walked around, took pictures. here are some:

Haha! Wearing party hats in Daiso.

In starbucks~ :3
then afterwards i went home;D lol. tmr we're gonna go to different units, but i will still remember my brothers and sisters in cchy:D anyways we're always gonna see each other de mah! Haha. Then next time me mandy and yuwen gonna catch a movie too ahaha ^^ OH YA BTW I WATCHED FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD EP 1 & 2 and they were super cool!!! Go watch it! XD haha.

Yup, that's all I guess. Hahaha ^^ I sure crammed alot of stuff together.
Finally, I LOVE NEKOS~ ^^

2009-04-03T03:34:00.000-07:00

TIME TO BLOG AGAIN!! ^^ hahas. Today is a very sian day... I felt very tired throughout. Hahas. I gave xinting her bdae prez 2 days earlier than the actual day (5 April)! XD Hope she likes it~ :3 sry I can't share to euu guys what I learnt like super long time ago coz my phone is confiscated... But once I get it back I'll share to you guys haha XD and I'm going to MALAYSIA TOMORROW!! You won't be seeing me on saturday and sunday hahs. Maybe saturday for service but after that I will 飞走! ^^" anyways I had shepherding today, and yuwen gave me the teaching "Happy Families". Yup it really applies to me ahaha ^^" I learned that I should obey my parents, and not everything argue with them. I was wrong to disobey them, it was what made them angry in the first place and not wanting me to go for service tmr... And I should appreciate whatever they have done for me. Though they're love is not as great as God's love for me they still love me to their best so yep. Must obey them. So now it's obey God first, family second, frens and others third and ME LAST. Haha :3 So tonite gonna bargain with my mum and dad! But obviously gonna say sorry first:D must pluck up courage and confidence from God~!! Haha. I must also stand in their shoes/perspective and accept them.. otherwise I will keep arguing with them. I should think about how much they have done for me instead of what are they always doing wrongly... Yup that's what I learned today hahas :D GOD WILL BE WITH ME! Lol random ^^" Oh and here's a song which suddenly struck me HARD thru my troubles:

Still

Verse 1
Hide me now,
Under Your wings
Cover me,
With in Your mighty hand

Chorus
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Verse 2
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
Super nice and touching song:'D

Anyways I read D.Gray-Man latest chapter of the manga. OMG it's like so cool lor!!! Go read bahs!! Hahaha :D
http://www.onemanga.com/D.Gray-Man/182/01/

2009-04-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

Im here to blog again!! Hahaha lols. Ok, will upload many pics of my North B family soon enough ;D haha.

Last nite I really cried. I cried and cried and cried. Silly hor. I wanted to go to service. And this sat was really important coz of the announcement of restructuring and david hoe's last challenge to us [Chapter Neutral]. Then yup I argued with my parents and they were like super against it coz they wanna go to msia pian pian on that saturday coz my mum wanna get something from my ama, she promised. Yuup buut this service was important too! Anyways afterwards I cried alot. But after I did quiet time I was refreshed. God told me this: He will never give me a problem I cannot bear. After all, the purpose of these problems are for me to grow! And that I must really have faith in Him and I cannot let something so small waver my faith in Him. Yup;D And last time yuwen gave me shepherding she also told me about Paul and that persecution made him more firm in God. Hahaha wow he so qiang!! Lols xD Yup then today there was COMBINED CG!!! At xinru's hse downstairs haha:D xinru asked us to draw and do our best even if we draw ugly. She said at first when we start drawing it may look really ugly, but after we finish it and put in our best we will realise it's not bad after all! Yup xinru wanna teach us that it's the same with outreachiong and that we should do our best to outreach and sow, coz we will never know that we can bring ppl to service to know God if we don't put in our best, haha. Love xinru XD lols. OK HERE's the North B photo we took at Suntec quite a while ago!! Hahas :D

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT: 3rd row - Ace, ME!! XD, Anqi, Kejing, Xinru and Sherry~
2nd row - Nicholas, Jiajun, Nigel, Zhishen and Bernard~
1st row - Herron, Junkai, Brandon and Jianhao~
HAHAHAHA!! Lols XD

2009-04-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

Ahhh hahahahas:D im going to have to squeeze in alot of stuff I have learnt over the past 2 weeks coz I haven't been blogging long ^^" ok.

Last Thursday -- NORTHLAND CG!!! Hahas. Nick had to do forfeit for losing a game we played :P and it was quite stupid actually. He had to make a drama with 4 soft toys from xinru's beautiful soft toy collection ^^" and jianhao was the narrator. Meaning that basically Nick didn't have to do much. -.- here's the story:
4 animals were happily playing together. Then two fought. One died. Then the rest fought. All died. Then someone cleaned it all up. That was bernard. Hahahaha! Lol ok its not funny^^" I'll show euu guys the vid when I have time! :D And xinru also gave us a super good teaching called "Fighting With Spiritual Warfare". I learned that we must not be negative when doing confirmation and inviting people to service, but we must be positive, have confidence in God, believe that He can do it!! Believe that He will bring many people down for service and that people will come to know Him. Otherwise if we don't there will NEVER be a harvest. Yup;D

Yesterday -- Xinru told us about this verse she read while doing quiet time: Malachi 1:6. "A son honours his father, as a servant his master. If I am a father, where is the honour due me? If I am a master, where is the respect due me?" says the LORD Almighty. I tink this verse is really true. What are we doing for God? Are we doing our best to sow, to outreach for Him? To let more people know Him? Yup we should do our best to serve Him, coz He is our master, our father. We owe God respect and honour, we should give it back to Him. And glorify Him in our studies too, and also coming for prayermeets etc. to meet Him;D this is what xinru said, and i will keep it in my heart. I also remembered a funny verse ming yee told me during mm XD haha. She said God scolded her, it was a lame joke but the whole mm room was filled with laughter hahas. Isaiah 47:8 it says, "Listen, you wanton creature, ......" HAHAHA!!! Lols. WANTON MEE!!! XD haha. But actually wanton means something else in english lol. ok that's random. ^^"

Last time de prayer meet (I don't remember how long ago but it's during the sch hols, North BD pm) -- I learnt that even if we have been doing so many things for God these few weeks like asking people for ess we should not forget our personal relationship with God, coz that's the most important and what God cares about the most coz otherwise what are we Christians for amen? So yea let's just take some time 2 seek God everyday like mentioned in the pm hahas :3

TODAY -- Got fooled by shimin and shimin only:D yay! Fooled sherry once, mandy once. ahahaha lols. Aixin screamed all the way thru class coz people kept pranking her with a rubber lizard and spider:'( aixin don't be sad! Anyways, I also argued with my parents about going to service coz my mum wanted to go to msia to get something from my ama, but I really WANTED to go to service coz of the super life-transforming mini service chapter neutral.. Yup hahas. My shepherd encouraged me alot and I'm gonna stand firm in God and not waver in the faith I have in Him just becoz of this tiny setback haha. I WILL go for service this sat, I will have confidence in God!!! ^^ And during this period when I was really down I went to facebook and weiting sent me this gift app on God's Word, she sent me Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust the LORD with all your heart." Haha, God's will, God's will. AND I"M GONNA DO JUST THAT, I WILL TRUST IN THE LORD FOR HE ALWAYS HAS A WAY;D Love you God. Hahas;P

2009-03-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hahas. I just wanna share with you guys something I learnt on 13 Feb 2009. Pretty long ago rite? ^^" Yea but it's one of my greatest lessons from the word of God while I was doing quiet time on that day. I read Genesis chapters 7 and 8, and what really struck me is this. God found this righteous person named Noah when He was very angry at the sinful world He had created, which He wanted to destroy with a great flood. He saw that this Noah walked right with Him, and God told Noah what He was planning to do so He ordered Noah to build an ark so that his family and himself may live. God also told Noah to take every species of animal into the ark with him as he did not want the animals to be extinct. God saw how bad the people of the world were, and wanted to rid the whole world of existence except those in Noah's Ark. God wanted Noah to live because he WALKED RIGHT with God and OBEYED God, so God finally stopped the flood after 150 days for Noah's sake (but don't you think it's still a little too long!? ^^") Anyways, when the flood died down God told Noah to live on this earth and grow in numbers, including all the species of animal Noah had in the ark with him. But all this is not the main point. The main point is, The LORD appreciated that Noah walked right with Him and obeyed Him, so He will not destroy the entire human and entire animal race again like that. Coz He also knows that flooding the whole place doean't take away the sin in Man's hearts. But INFLUENCE does, God knows He can use people like Noah to turn people to Him. He knows there are RIGHTEOUS people like Noah out there, who can save & influence others, making them turn away from sin to God. This is called OUTREACH. COZ AS LONG AS THE EARTH EXISTS, GOOD AND EVIL WILL NEVER BE GONE. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD, BUT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE EVIL TOO.

Yup, so this is what I learned on that beautiful Friday the 13th when yuwen scolded me hahahas ^^" I also learnt that conviction should be ongoing. ;D PRAISE THE LORD!:3

2009-03-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today's shepherding rocks man. Hahas. Yuwen told me that we should stand firm and preach the gospel to other people out there who do not know God yet, and should not be afraid of rejection and what other people think of you. I tink this is very true;D in my class there has been some weird and silly rumours of me (hmm. Wonder who started them?) sad thing is, even if they think doing these things are fun, these people do not know how to stand in other people's shoes and think about how the person might be feeling when he/she knows about these rumours. But good thing I'm nonchalant! Hahaha^^" lols. But anyway yup. I will forgive these people as God told me that I must have compassion for these people, as they do not know God yet. "If God is for us, who can be against us?" - Romans 8:31b. I will NOT be afraid, coz I am in God. I am God's child. I WILL STAND UP FOR GOD ;D
Hahas. Another thing I learned today: FAITH WITHOUT ACTION IS DEAD. I've thought about this for a long time and really yea, If I believe in God that He can really do something great in my life, I MUST also take action and do the things that I can do for God to do the great thing!!! Coz as it goes, faith without action is dead. Hahas. Yup. God, I LOVE YOU!! :3 Hahas ok i'm random.

Devoted by Citipointe Live LYRICS~~

VERSE
I'm losing
My whole life
In your purpose and
For you hearts desire
I'm running
With blinded eyes
Faith as my guide
Let your love take flight

PRE-CHORUS
For you, all was put aside
All for you and I
Father its you I love

CHORUS
I'm devoted to you
Sacred love, my truth
I'm devoted to you
All in all i worship you
I worship you my Lord

[Back to verse]

[Pre-chorus]

[Chorus]

BRIDGE
Precious God
Into your arms
Without blame I come
Your blood has saved us all
[Repeat Bridge]

[Back to pre-chorus]

[Chorus]

This song has a lot of meaning and it's very nice:'D haha.

2009-03-20T01:46:00.001-07:00

Hahas. District cg on monday was a total killer. We went to sentosa for the cg, and we played some sort of amazing race game^^ and my group was LAST!!!! yay *FYI, this is forced enthusiasm* but yep, at least we managed 2 finish the race coz it's not about winning. As long as we complete it, we are winners;D This is what yongqing said! Haha I love her :3 Then we completed the race and went back with the last station gamemasters (JIAJUN IM GONNA KILL EUUU~~~~~) and I had to rush home immediately afterwards coz my mum told me to go home by 6pm and it was already 7.40pm :X But thank God my mum didn't scold me^^" ehehe. And I had muscle ache for 2 days! YAY!!!! *forced enthusiasm AGAIN, please ignore me* hahas. but throughout this whole district cg I learned these things:
-God's strength knows no boundaries
-TEAMWORK (unity) :3
-and AS LONG AS WE COMPLETE THE RACE NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE WINNERS :D LET US FINISH THE RACE FOR GOD!!! XD

2009-03-20T01:35:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday (18 March) I was SOOO convicted. Haha. Maybe mostly because of the day before when God helped me go thru the storm and eventually helped me persuade my parents 2 let me go for Metamorphosis! Hahas I love God man. He really knows the way. But I also hate Him coz He forced us through these super big troubles to make us grow =.= yup, but in the end I know it's still that God always wants the best for us ;D Anyways I just wanna thank God for letting me go for Metamorphosis! I relearned the basics of what to do in our personal relationship with Him, and I don't regret going coz I think I almost forgotten some of the basics^^" ack. Yea I don't regret it at all, I even gained conviction. Ha. I spoke to God in tongues with much more burning desire than before, and yup I really wanna thank God for that 2. The last thing I wanna thank God for is that I managed to do MM duty well! And it was almost solo (I tink) coz Aloysius was 2 busy 2 help me much =.= ahhs. But anyway it was quite easy so yea:D THANK GOD!! Hahas.

P.S. THIS IS POSTED ON 20 MARCH 2009 :D

2009-03-17T03:10:00.000-07:00

~LOVER OF MY HEART~ [CHORUS]

I want to walk with you, everyday of my life.
To talk with you, in the good and the strife.
You're my friend, you're my father, for all time.
Nothing can bring us apart, you're the lover of my heart.